feelings (p.1)

Not gonna lie, I have a major case of writer’s block. I prepped a lot of content/posts before I launched this thing, and since then have worked on several more. Excited for them. But I’m just not feeling it right now. And that’s okay. 

I told myself when I started this that I’m going to really stick to my values and not let the pressure of it push me around. I’ll post when I’m ready. I’ll be transparent. I’ll work on things when my body has had rest. I’ll stop when it’s no longer fun.

It’s hard to remember all that sometimes. Especially when I’m trying so hard to look inwards and create on my own. It’s difficult with the abundance of content creators nowadays. I know I just started this but it’s easy to compare myself to others and feel like what I’m doing isn’t enough. I should post more, I should stop recycling old photos and videos (even though they tell the very story that got me started on all of this). I should keep things happy and light to read. It’s hard to get rid of the feeling of not being enough. But

I am enough.

This is enough.

This is something that I love doing and creating.

That is enough.

I wish we could all be each other’s cheerleaders more often. Imagine that. If we just reached out, just for the purpose of telling another woman that they’re great at what they’re doing. Or that we admire their courage. Just because. Imagine how far that could go. I don’t think we’d be as scared to pursue so many things in life.

This is scary. Just gonna say it again. I’m sure I make up a lot of the pressure inside my head but it’s still too heavy to ignore. I’m staying committed to pushing through it though. Nothing extraordinary has ever happened inside a comfort zone. 

Keeping it real. Today is not one of my best days. And there shouldn’t be any reason to be ashamed or embarrassed about it. I’m showing up. For those who love me, for my future, and for myself. Push yourself where there’s give. Hug yourself when there’s not. That’s the best (and all) you can do.

xx kate

oh hey beautiful. thanks for reading my blog post! how was it? to get in contact find me on IG: katerosehayes or shoot me a message katerosehayes@gmail.com. I’d love to be in touch!

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